Two things in my life have remained true:
- My life changes with every phone call, and
- It is foolish to write my address in anything but a pencil.
The most recent example of #1 has been the past few weeks. Normally I’m one of those people who likes to have things planned well in advance.
I like to have schedules and lists. I like to know where I’m going if I’m going anywhere and how long I’ll be there. I like planning what to bring or who to bring and what to tell people in charge of who I didn’t bring to expect.
It might sound a bit uptight but really, its just being organized.
I can be spur-of the-moment if the situation calls for it.
Like the road trip to Banff with Anna and Shelley in the middle of the night years ago.
Or the climb up the world’s third-largest Ferris Wheel in southern Japan without considering how frightening the trip back down would be.
Kind of like my cruise across the Big Sky state of Montana just over a week ago with my 3 traveling companions and a great selection of cds.
Our amazing house/pet caretaker, Jessi was available on a moment’s notice and I loaded golf clubs, a variety of golf shoes, hats & sparkly ball-markers, bling, dry dog food, canned dog food, dog meds, dressy clothes, normal clothes, farm clothes, and the dogs and myself into the 3/4 ton Ram and we were off on another adventure to Bismarck.
We were off to see Alistair/Daddy/Gampy.
Who was Gimpy Gampy again.
He wasn’t the version of himself that required surgery and hardware to stop bleeding and put his broken pieces back together but he was Gimpy Gampy this time because of the hardware.
The pins had all broken and some had begun to migrate. We knew this from x-rays he had taken over time and although they occasionally caused irritation they hadn’t really bothered him until the past few months.
It became unpredictably unbearable 2 weeks ago so it was time to see if something could be done.
A new surgeon on the case in Fargo saw him last Monday and booked surgery for Thursday.
I’m not used to saying to people, “I have absolutely no clue what we are doing tomorrow.”
It doesn’t work for me and I obsess about little things and I don’t sleep well.
And yet, that’s just how it had to be.
Off to Fargo on Wednesday night (2 1/2 hours east of Bismarck) with a new pet caretaker staying at the house with the 3 dogs. We slowly explored the downtown core of the city which is rich in cafes and colorful people and we enjoyed a lovely Italian meal a block from our hotel.
We made it to the 5am check-in and he was whisked off for surgery a couple of hours later.
And the plate and most of the pins are gone! And, happily, so is a lot of the discomfort and unpredictable pain! He’s moving slowly right now and he’s pretty stiff and sore but we are hoping this has done the trick.
And the dogs and I drove through thick brown smoke yesterday for the 10 1/2 trip to get back to the farm because Jessi’s husband is deploying again and she needed to fly to California.
The smoke is from the devastating wildfire burning up much of Alberta, Canada right now. As dual-citizens we both focus on Canadian news as much as the American stories happening but this fire had me glued to my iPad in the Fargo hospital.
Unusually warm weather and not a lot of snowpack in a dense Borreal forest have made this a nightmare for over 90,000 evacuees, many of whom have no home to return to.
No photograph albums.
No bikes, no dog food, no TV, no driveway, no patio, no hot tub, no community, no power, and likely no job.
And I bitch about the unpredictability in my life?
I contemplated not going in for groceries because I hadn’t brought sandals to Bismarck, not figuring on the heat wave, so I had to wear my heavy Dr.Martens with socks.
At least I have shoes. And sandals. And I know where to find them and I know what my next meal is and I’ll sleep in my comfy bed tonight with my ridiculously tight canine companions in my beautiful meadow of a neighborhood and I can choose to play golf tomorrow or not.
But those people in Alberta aren’t so lucky.
I’m doing an online fundraiser with my bling biz. Anything you buy, I get 40% commissions on and I’m donating 100% of that to the Canadian Red Cross. Its not going to be much but its something.
Maybe its a bag of dog or cat food.
Maybe its a box of diapers.
Maybe its a hot breakfast for a family who woke up in strange beds in a strange shelter in a smoke-filled world surrounded by others suffering the same fate.
(Fundraiser link is http://www.chloeandisabel.com/boutique/tanyafyfe/48e527).
So I’ll shut up about my little anxieties in my perfect, love-filled, accessorized, sparkly world.
And hopefully Alistair will be back to Montana soon and maybe things will slowly get back to what our version of Normal is.
4 thoughts on “Certain Uncertainties”
Great read as always. Yes the fire puts a lot of things into prospective. Really as long as we wake up, have a place to lay our heads, clean clothes and people and animals to love we have it all! Big hugs buddy!!!
Yes, to know you have these things and can put your finger on them at any time is truly wonderful when you realize how many others are facing such uncertainties in frightening circumstances. I’ll try to keep my OCD/Type A behavior to a minimum… Thanks for reading, Cindy!
you summed it up we are lucky in so many ways.Speedy recovery and what little I know you 2 will do it with humor and will find a way to enjoy! Keep writing, smiling and safe !
It is amazing how life can change so suddenly, too. Thanks for reading, Kathy. Alistair is hoping to be here soon and yes, lots of laughter is definitely part of the healing plan.